So I was working on The Clan of the Mancats Book 3, and Tim Urban’s version of Better Days shuffled up on my iPod. And I remembered he inspired one of my characters in Task Master. Then I remembered there was an adorable shirtless pic of him somewhere, and then I found it. And on the results for his tag I found he has a YouTube channel, where he has an acoustic version of Titanium with his sister. And I had to embed it here.
I’ve been asked a few times what my intoxication fetish is exactly about. The answer is not easy to come by. To ask me this question is to ask a foot fetishist to explain his adoration of feet. So the feelings that are produced from whatever your fetish is, I experience when I see a guy I find attractive in an altered state of mind produced by alcohol or recreational substances. I thought it best to illustrate it with an example.
I present this case for your consideration. Jeremy Lory - allegedly str8 camera porn star who has been around for a while. As attractive as his face and body are, I was always turned off by his arrogance, attitude, and extreme self-adoration. Being on the dominant side, I don’t like to be told what I like, what I want, or how much I am supposed to want it.
And then, one of my virtual subjects pointed me to this video (link attached to this post). Needless to say, I was majorly aroused even before the boy was completely naked. His slurring, loss of balance, and obvious inebriation (both before and after his masturbation session) are a perfect example of what gets my motor running.
Question answered. Sort of.
I am big on sensory modifications. Some of my stories (including the one I’m currently writing) contain musical triggers - as I believe the brain is the biggest sexual organ. If your brain is not stimulated, it will not reflect on your body. Music is also conducive for altered states - ever heard the term that music calms animals? This thought, combined with a Pavlovian-type experiment, could give interesting results…
This is another favorite for inspiration. He doesn’t look forced. He doesn’t look stressed. He looks resigned. Or is it satisfied? Is he tied up by choice? Did he not only not fight but ask to be tied? You be the judge.
Through the years, I’ve been asked where I get inspiration for my stories. Well, here are a few pictures that have certainly helped.
This one is one of my top favorites. I am a face man, and I prefer blonds. Then, the ink and nipple piercings are, though unnecessary, well placed.
But what really matters here is the control. To me, it’s all about control. And the ropes here are just means to facilitate control - to train that man tied to the cross that being controlled is what he needs, what he desires, how he feels fulfilled.
His purpose is to serve and please another man - the Master, the controller, the one who owns the key (the mental key, and the physical ones if needed) to his utmost pleasure. Regardless of the Master’s shape, color, or social standing, the tied boy has no will power when it comes to that man.
And regretfully, what a lot of ‘Masters’ don’t understand in this day and age, is that the real power resides in that tied man WANTING to give power up to them. Taking it by force might work only for a moment, or a few days. But those who give themselves willingly and selflessly will be forever faithful to the man that can understand, take and care for that power..
Another delicious piece of… inspiration. Jamie Bamber, Law & Order UK. YUMM. Another one for the elves.
Another beautiful source of inspiration. Oliver Hudson. His character in Rules of Engagement is tremendously fuckable. Beautiful AND dumb as a rock. Elf, definitely.
Well, isn’t this face just adorable? I’ll have to check my elf Namaru’s description, but with his height and beautiful, innocent looks and very expressive blue eyes, I think Bartha is a perfect model for the lovely deaf mute elf.